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September 5th 10:35pm] |
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Does anyone read this anymore?
I forgot it existed. I cant believe i remembered my password to lol. So I wanna update about my life. You know its been about 6 months! So i graduated. That was fun. I work at Bed Bath and Beyond now. It was cool for the first couple months. Now I just really want to find a job outside of the retail world. I am trying to find a waiting job. I think making tips and bringing home money everyday would be alot better for me that just getting one big check every other week. Im not good enough with my money to do that. Oh and i guess i basically moved out of my house. I live with Dillan Libby. It was fun most of the time. We chill with Keesha Pilz and the big Kenn K alot. Its chill. hmm what else....Oh I lost about 30 pounds. But i still need to lose quite a bit more. Im so sick of being unhappy about my life and i have finally started doing something about it. I stopped like runing and shit but i need to start again before i gain any weight back. I am maintaining the weight i have now which is good i guess. Im not gaining so all i can do is lose right. Well i dont feel like wasting time on here incase nobody reads this anymore. I know i like coments alot tho
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[Thursday
March 9th 10:07pm] |
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So in regard to all the comments i got in my last post. THANKS! I didnt check it until this evening, so hey, i figured i would get back into the habbit of writing in my journal again.
hmm let's see whats up with Dylan.
School is going alright, I am blowing to much work off and i need to get myself in gear because there is only 3 months left of high school and if i fail and not graduate, i will take my *&$*&%^ and ^%&%& my %$#%$# until I am left bloodless. the #$^$# was so i dont offend anybody. It seems to me that people are to easily offended now-a-days. I think i just made that up. now-a-days. I hope so. iiiiiit's a dylan word! Love it. no really, just do it. I dont use alot of words i want to in my livejournal because i dont want to misspell them. Like that, but that was on purpose..like seriousaly. Is that spelt right. Im not going to check because if it's not it will make my point clear. If it is correct i just made an ass out of myself.
Thats all i want to right. Im jumping to myspace. Byes loves!
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[Wednesday
March 1st 7:31pm] |
Heyy i forgot that Livejournal was here again.
does anybody even read this?
if not why keep it.
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[Monday
January 23rd 12:42am] |
As I lay down to go to sleep, I look over at the empty space.
So I create a person, hand on my face
Warm breath, saying, promising,
"I love you",
and I fall into a dream land filled with love.
Then I wake up,
look over at the empty space again,
and i'm reminded of the hole in my heart,
where nobody exists.
So I wait
until the day I meet him.
When we look into each others eyes,
and again the voice says,
"I love you".
But now its real.
So I go to bed and I see him there
resting, falling asleep into a dream world
where we are together, traveling the universe.
Then I wake up, hes still there.
It was not a dream, i'm whole.
The space in my heart is cured
It feels no pain anymore.
someday
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[Saturday
January 21st 10:55am] |
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I have not updated in forever!
So lets see whats going on.
I am hanging out with Buddah. Shes fun. I love my friends.hmm..I think im sick because my throat feels like a cat was tossed down it. Hey thats fun. hmm. I took finals this week. Pretty sure i passed everything. Thats so fun. I need to take the SAT's still. grr annoying much. hmm...Yeah i have to take Buddah home now so i will update again later. (by later i mean in another month)
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[Wednesday
January 11th 10:47pm] |
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So i'm trying to get a job at Bull Moose. But i'm not sure if it will happen.
hmm..guess thats all.
Nobody leaves me comments anymore and it makes me sad
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[Tuesday
January 10th 9:40am] |
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(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Garden State
( ) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
(x) Anchor Man
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
( ) White noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
total here: 11
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) Jason X
( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
total here: 11
( ) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 going on 30
(x) I Robot
(x) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep impact
total here: 11
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
(x) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Childs Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x :() Nightmare on Elm Street (1-3)
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Seven (SE7EN)
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x) Oceans Twelve
(x) Identity
total here: 20
( ) Lone Star
(x) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss's Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
total here: 5
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
(x) X-men 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
(x) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
( ) Drop Dead Gorgeous
(x) Ray
( ) The Notebook
(haha oh sure) K-Pax
total here: 10
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People under the stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
( ) Sound of music
(x) The Parent Trap
( ) The Burbs
(x) The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild Girls
( ) A Clockwork Orange
( ) the Order
(x) Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
( ) Amelie
( ) Bad Santa
total here : 14
(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) The Incredibles
( ) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
(x) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
total here: 6
(x) Titanic
( ) Saved
(x) Bowling For Columbine
(x) Farenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
( ) Artificial intelligence (AI)
(x) Love actually
( ) Shutter
( ) Ella Enchanted
( ) Princess diaries 1
( ) Princess diaries 2
(x) Constantine
( ) Million Dollar Baby
( ) Envy
( ) Eurotrip
( ) Malibu's Most wanted
(x) Big Daddy
(x) Black Sheep
(x) The Breakfast Club
( ) West side story
total here: 9
(x) A Christmas Story
(x) Spanglish
( ) Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
( ) The Evil Dead (whole series)
( ) Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( ) The Seed of Chucky
( ) Vanilla Sky
(x) Nightmare Before Christmas
( ) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Interview With The Vampire
(x) The Crow
( ) Purple Rain
( ) Reservoir Dogs
(x) Wayne's World
total here : 5
(x) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
(x) Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
( ) Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
(x) Guess who
( ) monster in-law
(x) ELF
(x) stuart little
( ) stuart little 2
( ) Mall Rats
( ) Chasing Amy
(x) Dogma
( ) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
total here : 8
(x) Beetlejuice
( ) The Last Samurai
( ) The Amityville Horror (old or new)
(x) The Aviator
( ) Romeo and Juliet
(x) Barbershop
(x) Barbershop 2 "Back in business"
( ) Beauty Shop
(x) legally blonde
(x) legally blonde 2
(x) the forgotten
(x) confessions of a teenage drama queen
(x) The Grudge
total here: 9
Grand Total: 119
I may be a dork lol
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[Monday
January 9th 12:16am] |
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I saw Brokeback mountain last night.
There is no question to it. You all have to go see that movie. Infact if your reading this your sitting at your computer. Wouldnt you rather be at a movie waching Heath Ledger be naked? Yeah thats what I thought. GO NOW! oh dear its such a good movie..
I want a cowboy!
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[Thursday
January 5th 8:44am] |
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Im at school and cant listen to this. But it looks entertaining. So i am saving it in here to view later at home. Enjoy
http://www.rathergood.com/punk_kittens/
p.s. Jenny Garland is sitting right next to me!
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[Wednesday
January 4th 6:27am] |
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haha i forgot all about LiveJournal
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[Monday
December 26th 3:39pm] |
So i'm having a good time in Florida.
Yesterday was Christmas as most of you know, It was good for me. Woke up after aboue 11 hours of sleeping, oh man i was so tired. Umm opened my present from my grandmother. It was a Florida football fleece...
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Then went to my sisters house which is awesome. She lives a half an hour away from my grandmother. So we came here and my sister and her fiances partents got my gifts. so nice :) I got 2 sweet American Eagle shirts. Sweet American Eagle pants, and a Nickelback CD. Then we just hung out here until my mother left I decided to stay here for the night. It was fun. We watched Family Guy. Then I slept again. And now I am waiting for my sister to get ready so we can go to my Grandmothers house.
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[Saturday
December 24th 12:01am] |
All i want for Christmas...
Is for everyone to leave me a comment :)
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[Friday
December 23rd 4:14pm] |
WOOOO
Going to Florida!
Ill be home on the 30th
Have a good Christmas everyone!
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[Wednesday
December 21st 12:41am] |
Ok so this week is not only busy but amazing.
Wednesday...er..today i guess lol...school. then my last day of work until January something. then to my brothers house for a christmas with him.
Thursday - Date with Chris, and brooke and Robyn, all day..bahh excited much!
Friday - Last day of school before vacation, then a going away Dylan party.
Saturday - FLORIDA!!!
bah excited much? yep i am
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[Tuesday
December 20th 2:30pm] |
Congratulations Iman!
She got into the University of Chicago!!!!!
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[Friday
December 16th 9:46pm] |
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Let's tell that beloved Christmas tale of Dylan going to work on one stormy winter day!
Children: Yay I love that one!
Once upon a time I was was getting ready for work an hour early. So I went and cleared off my car and it was all not snowey. Then I went downstairs to get my work clothes out of the dryer. When I came back upstairs..maybe 2 minutes later..my car was covered in ice. So I decided to skip my shower (because I was clean from my shower the night before) and left for work...at 2:15..I had to work at 3. So basically the roads were like "BAM IM ICEY!!!!" So it was scary. And I got to work at 2:50. I live 5 miles away. So I am alive..I think..oh oh and I got a Christmas card from my Grandmother on my "fathers" side of the family. Shes so awesome. I have not seen her in like 8 years. It's so sad because I love her soo much. But alas we are going to Florida for Christmas and she lives down there. So I am going to try and find her Phone number and meet up woth her while im down there. Im so excited!!! 8 days! Oh dear good times are bound to be had.
That was the amazing Christmas tale of the AMAZING NALYD ba ba baaaa...I need to stop watching The Angry Beavers..it's getting to me.
K plans for tommrow.
Work 9-4:30 (BOO you whore!)
Picking up Buddah right after work (YAY BUDDAH!!)
Mall with Buddah to buy Abby a Present.
Then to a secret rondevu (SP? someone help me with this one) that I will explain more at another time because if I disclose any information about it to you I would have to kill you. I'm sorry thats just how it works.
FIN
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[Thursday
December 15th 11:00pm] |
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K, everything at Aeropostale is %50 off until Sunday.
I got an amazing sweat shirt for $15
I love buying Christmas presents for me to!
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[Tuesday
December 13th 11:18pm] |
I finally fixed My Myspace!
I am asking people to check it out and se if it is working out alright,
because %90 of the time It's fine on my computer and screwed up on
everyone elses.
Please and Thanks!
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[Monday
December 12th 9:13pm] |
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So while reading "Rainbow High" They were talking about how coming out is a lifelong process. Then I began thinking about my coming out. I guess it went well, but i dont know. My mother still is not ok with it. Infact when I told her (weeks ago) that Rick and I dated she got a look is disappointment on her face, and when I told her we broke up she smiled. It was annoying, and I have a feeling it's always going ot be like that. She wont let my grandfather find out (not that i want him to) but what is going ot happen if I bring a boy home for Christmas. Wont he notice I am never with a women. Even though im pretty sure he still thinks Katey and I are dating. But my home...people here know. And Bob is better with it than my mother is, which is kinda bad. But Only 3 people know about me at work, one being Heather, and Hannah because we were switching our Gay stories when she decided to tell me she was Bi. And then one bagger knows but that was because she over heard me when i came in with a friend one day. I dont think anything would happen at Hannaford, but what about my future jobs? Getting a house? I guess, like the book said it is a lifelong process, Like when i move away I will be making new friends, but i dont know what to do then. Do i tell them upfront...i dont think i am going to walk around saying "Hi im Dylan I do men"..uhm no. I dunno. I guess it's part of graduating this year....growing up...getting my own place...being on my own...It's a horrible thought...but seriously...in 10 years how many of my high school friends will I still be talking to? Jesus this is so stressing. But I guess my final thought on in this entry would be, Im not ashamed of who I am. Infact I think im a pretty nice guy. I care about EVERYONE...except Kevin McLauren...but nobody loves him..in fact I think his parents try to kill him on a daily bases. anyway. I like me, Not many people are like me.
I dont wanna grow up....I dont want to graduate...I want to stay in High school, not having to worry about bills, and college loans...and as much as my mother annoys me...not being around her for her to help me when I get in deep. Like when my car died...or when i run out of gas and she gives me money. There wont be anyone there to help me like that. I'll be on my own....Growing up is such an inconvenience!
Or...I want a boyfried...someone I love that can grow up with me...Go through College with me...An apartment...I guess it boils down to lonlyness in the end...But there is nobody in school I can imagin spending the rest of my life with (in a relationship)...I guess that comes later dosent it...I dont want to wait until later...but then again..I want for once to be in a real truly loving relationship. Screw human emotions!!!
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[Monday
December 12th 7:34am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER HARLOW!!!!!
I love you!
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